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I had a dream

Many of my clients and friends know that I used to weigh 242 pounds. I am very thankful that I have been able to maintain my goal weight for the past three years.  I spent many years unhappy, frustrated, and trapped in an obese frame, and I can clearly remember the moment when I decided enough was enough.

I poured all of my energy into getting the weight off of me. 

Before~at my Heaviest

Before~at my Heaviest

After~at my goal weight (with my friend Angie at her wedding!)

After~at my goal weight (with my friend Angie at her wedding!)

There was a particular moment after a workout that I will never forget.  I weighed around 220 pounds at this time; I had finally found an exercise and eating program that I was comfortable with and one that I was confident that I could continue with for the rest of my life.  I sat back in my worn and tattered workout clothes, red-faced and out of breathe with a huge smile on my face as I realized that I couldn’t wait until my friends and family could see the changes on the outside that had already happened on the inside.  I had no doubt that I was going to reach my goal weight, it was a matter of time, a lot of sweat, and a few smart food choices away. 

As far back as I can remember, I’ve always had a passion for photography and an ability to see beauty in a fleeting moment.  I have been taking pictures on the side for a few years now, but this past year my hobby has turned into what I can only describe as an obsession.  These past few months feels like it did when I was losing my weight. I have felt the passion for photography for so long, and now I have the opportunity and most importantly the confidence and belief in my dream to make it a reality. 

This winter I wrote down on slips of paper a few goals that I wanted to work towards.  One was to learn more about photography, another goal was to help someone in my life move forward, and another was to meet new people and make new friendships as I haven’t lived in Leduc for very long.  One month after writing my goals on paper, I found a link to photography workshops put on by an amazing photographer named Hope and through these workshops, I have met fellow shutterbugs who share a passion for photography. 

Soon after that, an acquaintance I met through my son’s playschool called me asking about photography, and I forwarded the workshop info on to her as well.  She is no longer an acquaintance and is now a friend who is just as happy to spend an hour talking about aperture, f-stops, and ISO settings as I am.  I have been in awe at the huge growth in Amy’s work over a few short months. 

My Mom’s group in Leduc has also been a source of inspiration and new friendships as well.  I’ve had the opportunity to photograph a few families through the group and because they are friends I feel fortunate that I can really connect with who they are and translate this in their pictures.  I can’t begin to tell you how amazing these past few months have been and how excited I am to continue in this career.  I have met so many amazing people along the way! 

Because I started my family when I was only 20 years old and wasn’t able to go to University for a degree, I never thought I would be one of those lucky people that would find a career that I truly loved.  What I have also learned is that you never have to settle for mediocrity and the only person that can hold you back from your dreams is YOU.   Thank-you to my friends and family for your continued support!

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June 18, 2008 - 5:47 pm Rebecc - Christine, that was so amazing and inspiring. When I was walking to work this morning I thought about the runners high (I used to run before I got pregnant and stopped after) I compared it to taking pictures....the rush before taking the pictures, the joy of being a part of it, and the 2nd rush of seeing the clients beam when they see the pictures. There is nothing like it. It's awesome that you are so content and talented, to say the least! It's been great getting to know you!

June 18, 2008 - 6:09 pm Amanda M - Wow Christine, I had no idea you've come so far! You are definitely an inspiration. I've been trying to lose weight for years and never in my wildest dreams would have ever guessed you had at one point in your life struggled. You are incredibly amazing all around and have definitely found your calling in photography. I'm lucky to have met you and all of our other shutterbugs!

June 18, 2008 - 9:39 pm Amy - Christine....I Love you!!! I have lived in Leduc for almost six years and never found a friend with so much in common...aka..f-stops...ISO...ect. You inspire me everyday.....you are a true friend in all that you share. Amy :)

June 19, 2008 - 9:02 am Lisa - I'm glad that wrote this post - I can relate to you and your new obsession more than you know... It amazes me to hear about your earlier struggles - congratulations on coming so far. You seem like a very determined and confident woman and I can see how you would have been able to do what you have done. Your photos are just so beautiful - you really have a gift. Taking this journey with you guys has been incredible. I am glad that I have found you all and I look forward to the new reasons Hope has invented for us to get together. Not having a workshop in the past little while - I've missed you guys!

June 22, 2008 - 11:17 pm Hope - Awww -I missed you guys, too... Christine, there are no accidents - only Serendipity. Even though you started late, I honestly can't imagine the workshops without you now. I know how you feel about Amy's progression - it has been far greater a happy feeling seeing you guys spark and fly than anything I could ever have imagined. I am on a huge high from it all, too, and look forward to years of us all growing, gathering, and sharing this obsession... ~smirk~

June 23, 2008 - 10:45 am Christine - You girls are so great! I am so thankful I met you all!

June 24, 2008 - 11:51 am Margaret Davis - Christine, You had me in tears this morning when I read your story. I am truly inspired by you and in awe. YOur story was so awesome to read. I too have had my own weight struggles! Looking at you has givin me hope again that it can be done with hard work and determination. THanks again i needed that kick in the pants..... I am at cross roads in my life these days. My second child is getting ready to leave the nest and venture out in the big world on her own. I am having troubles with that in letting her go. I know I cannot keep her with me and I do have to set her free. but it has been very hard for me. I know I am still a wife & mom and i still have Donovan at home for 3 years yet. But its all changing teenages are such independant creatures. I have voids in my life and I need to find me and see what the next chapter is. Like you i had my kids really young and don't have the big university degrees. I love my life in the country with Greg and what we are doing out there. and also same as you I have always loved taking pictures and have oodles of photos in albums and have started scrapbooking in the winters. (its filling many closests in my house.) Last fall I bought myself a really nice amazing digital camera with lens that I can interchange, that for now is way smarter then me!!! And have since take a course though the Class office.I have been researching on line for more. SO any advice if you have for this newby i would be so grateful......as I love your pictures and I am a huge fan of this site and your blogs... you have inspired me my dear woman!! Thank you!! TOday of all days i needed to read what you wrote...dreams do come true if you work at them...THANKS!!! Margaret.

August 30, 2008 - 8:58 pm Patty - I love you so much, I just do.

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